Could these changes be related to a medical or mental-health condition, and how can I begin to understand what may be causing them?

1 EmberAsked 2d ago

For about six months, I have felt physically tired and empty, with little appetite, no interest in socializing or watching shows, and frequent periods of staring blankly. I find it difficult to see a doctor or mental-health professional.

1 Ember

The Rain Let Me Sit Still — illustration

The Rain Let Me Sit Still

Today, it rained heavily, and I happened not to go out. I like rainy days. The sound and atmosphere made me feel relaxed, so I stayed inside with a little work to do. I hadn’t eaten, though, and I still felt tired. I had no desire or strength for anything. I only wanted to sit there and stare blankly. Lately, it hasn’t been only a matter of mood. Something seems to be going wrong with both my mind and my body. I don’t really know what to do with that yet. For now, there is the rain, and there is me sitting still beneath it.

An Ember · 3d ago